"Out of mind, out of state, trying to keep my head on straight"
i'm edgy
i don't know why
i'm on a letdown from camp, I know
school started
spanish is overwhelming
i'm taking calculus, for pete's sake
my emotions are on a roller coaster
i get sudden urges to rearrange my room and go on ten miles runs
if i snap at you, i'm sorry
i'm trying
i can't say my life is awful
because that would be lying
but it definitely could be a lot better
maybe if i could learn just to let people live their lives
and that i can't do anything about it
and that i need to stop worrying
i worry too much
did you know that
now i'll worry that you're worrying about me
because i'm worried
and that it in itself worries me
oh brother
i'm going home to cry