Strange, really....
I'm totally freaking out.
And that in itself is not the strange part.
Well, it might be. No, actually. It's not. It's perfectly okay for me to be freaking out right now.
The strange part is that I looked in the mirror, and I don't
look like I'm freaking out. Totally composed, calm. Normal.
My hands aren't even shaking.
By all rights, I should look like a basket-case right now.
But I don't.
Now, that is either an indication of my superior acting abilities, or my reluctance to let my emotions show at this moment.
I'm not sure which.
But regardless of what I look like...
I'm still freaking out.